One Month Down! :)

I'm very happy to say that we have made it through the first month. The kids are all still alive and the house is still standing. I miss him so much. I hate waking up in the middle of the night and realizing he's not next to me. I hate 4 pm because he's not coming home for dinner. I miss doing things together as I family. I feel bad every time I go and do something. I know I shouldn't, I can't just sit here and do nothing for the next year, but i still do. I don't want all my posts to be be all sad. so here's the good stuff that happening. He get a leave to come home for a few days. He's excited, I'm excited, and the kids are excited!! I can't wait to hold and kiss him. I love the way he makes me feel. I love that it still feels like the first time he kissed every time he kisses me. I love how madly and deeply in love with him I have fallen. Army life is hard, its lonely, but it has made so much stronger. It forces us to be away from each other but that has only given us time to see how much we really love each other and how much we mean to each other. I bought Carson a new life jacket, he loves it. He swims so good in it and boy is he fast and fearless. He jumps in like its nothing. He's so tiny it scares people who don't know he does it all the time and is good it at. Madison is no longer swimming with arm rings. She getting better, slowly but surely. I think I'm going to put her in swimming lessons though. Carson is doing VERY good with potty training. I still put a diaper on him at nap time, through the night , and when we leave the house. Every time he has to pee he tells me and he likes to stank on his step stool and pee in the toilet with the seat up. He has learned to put the seat down slowly because smashed fingers hurt. He flushes too (2-3 times lol). Still wants nothing to do with pooping on the toilet though. Our hall bathroom toilet is most likely the cleanest place in the whole house because I wipe it down every time his pees because he sometimes get pee on it and he likes to touch it. So the clean freak in me has to wipe it down in case he touches, and then we always wash our hands. I have a new found LOVE for dresses!  By the time rob comes home I'm going to have a whole closet full lol. They are so comfy and I can sleep in them lol. Goodbye pj's. I can't wait to start saving up money and get out of here. I'll be so happy to finally be able to set roots down and raise our children somewhere we will be happier. Yesterday was a good day. Kayla came over we took the kiddos to the pool for a hour, then the girls went home with Kayla for a few days.  So I last minute to go to Beechmont and do a little shopping for Hailiy because she needed  some new summer clothes. Carson needed new sandals and a life jacket. I got everything I wanted. Then we went and had lunch at Steak and Shake. As soon as we walked in Carson saw a sign for a birthday cake milkshake so guess what he got. Because he was just too cute begging for it.  Then we came back home and got in a long 1 mile walk, 1 mile run, 1 mile walk. Then to cool off we went swimming for 2 hours. I got Carson a snack, a bath, and off to be he went so I could relax. So that's pretty much all I can think of right now. Its lunchtime for a certain little boy and then nap time.